http://and-shewishes.livejournal.com/ and_shewishes - LiveJournal.com Thu, 19 Jul 2007 23:04:26 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com and_shewishes 9703837 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/46953030/9703837 http://and-shewishes.livejournal.com/ 100 100 http://and-shewishes.livejournal.com/31224.html Thu, 19 Jul 2007 23:04:26 GMT http://and-shewishes.livejournal.com/31224.html gr I cant take being home, I have realized a lot being here, and why I'm better living back in FL<br />1. I feel guilty living here<br />2. mom always trying to control me<br />3.family is just very distant from each other<br />4.always blaming someone for something<br /><br />Me and my mother have not been getting along since I came back, she tells me how things are so much better when im gone and when I left her telling me how she wants me home , shes just mostly always in a bad mood which puts me in one as well, I no that her lupus is getting worse :( and that could be the reason for her saying some of the things she does.<br />I have been crying everyday I miss josh SO much its gonna take till December/January till I can go back :(<br />thats way to long <br />I don't no what to do and i'm scared and feel so alone here :( http://and-shewishes.livejournal.com/31224.html public 1 http://and-shewishes.livejournal.com/1289.html Tue, 07 Mar 2006 07:47:35 GMT http://and-shewishes.livejournal.com/1289.html <img alt="" src="http://home.comcast.net/~ilovesara1986/saraslock.jpg" /> http://and-shewishes.livejournal.com/1289.html public 60 http://and-shewishes.livejournal.com/906.html Tue, 07 Mar 2006 07:08:57 GMT http://and-shewishes.livejournal.com/906.html <font color="#ff00ff"><img alt="" src="http://i78.photobucket.com/albums/j89/sara0666/JPG.jpg" /><br /><strong><em><font color="#000000">Friends Only Comment and ill most likely add you back =)</font></em></strong><br /></font> http://and-shewishes.livejournal.com/906.html public 46