urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:and_shewishes and_shewishes and_shewishes 2007-07-19T23:06:08Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:and_shewishes:31224 2007-07-19T23:04:26Z 2007-07-19T23:06:08Z gr I cant take being home, I have realized a lot being here, and why I'm better living back in FL<br />1. I feel guilty living here<br />2. mom always trying to control me<br />3.family is just very distant from each other<br />4.always blaming someone for something<br /><br />Me and my mother have not been getting along since I came back, she tells me how things are so much better when im gone and when I left her telling me how she wants me home , shes just mostly always in a bad mood which puts me in one as well, I no that her lupus is getting worse :( and that could be the reason for her saying some of the things she does.<br />I have been crying everyday I miss josh SO much its gonna take till December/January till I can go back :(<br />thats way to long <br />I don't no what to do and i'm scared and feel so alone here :( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:and_shewishes:1289 2006-03-07T07:47:35Z 2006-03-07T22:47:26Z <img alt="" src="http://home.comcast.net/~ilovesara1986/saraslock.jpg" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:and_shewishes:906 2006-03-07T07:08:57Z 2006-07-30T05:54:05Z <font color="#ff00ff"><img alt="" src="http://i78.photobucket.com/albums/j89/sara0666/JPG.jpg" /><br /><strong><em><font color="#000000">Friends Only Comment and ill most likely add you back =)</font></em></strong><br /></font>