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[Jul 19 2007 6:53pm] |
gr I cant take being home, I have realized a lot being here, and why I'm better living back in FL
1. I feel guilty living here
2. mom always trying to control me
3.family is just very distant from each other
4.always blaming someone for something
Me and my mother have not been getting along since I came back, she tells me how things are so much better when im gone and when I left her telling me how she wants me home , shes just mostly always in a bad mood which puts me in one as well, I no that her lupus is getting worse :( and that could be the reason for her saying some of the things she does.
I have been crying everyday I miss josh SO much its gonna take till December/January till I can go back :(
thats way to long
I don't no what to do and i'm scared and feel so alone here :(
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[Mar 08 2006 2:51am] |
Friends Only Comment and ill most likely add you back =)
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